Why is it when things begin to look up, shit happens? Its getting harder and harder to pass each day, I feel so tired, so worn out and I just want to lay back and let the world pass me by.

But I can't, can I?

I'm not some super rich tyke born into money, I have to earn my keep. Not to complain about work, its great, it really is...

Again we are plagued by an illness, contagious and quite advanced. What now? Need my family suffer more? And to be selfish, must I suffer more?

times like this just make me want to be an observer of life, just having to watch people go through life each day, without actually having to go through it myself.

Makes me wish I were God...

Sometimes I do wonder why he made us and put us on the earth, if all we do is eventually die. From disease, illness, war and old age. Why not skip all that and let us all bask in his glory in heaven.

Somebody save me

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