My mind is so befuddled and conflagled and who knows what else. In a word, my mind is one big MESS. I'm depressed, not thinking straight, don't have someone there for me. Wishing that someone can tell that something is wrong with me, and approach me and offer help.

But no... Unfortunately for me, because of the mask that I wear, noone will actually do that huh? Even if they would, I don't think that I would be comfortable telling someone I KNOW about my problems. I can't tell anyone about myself, I wish I could though.

Some people just make it look so easy don't they? Alot of people actually... They have best friends and people that they can confide in and who will listen to them and give them a shoulder or advice or comforting words or what ever else they do... I don't know what they do, and I doubt that I might ever do.

Someone... Anyone... Tell me who the girl with the long wavy hair, white top and long flowing skrt is... I think I may have fallen hard for her.

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